I am a 58 year old African-American, who entered City College of San Francisco (CCSF) after life threatening experiences, which left me with permanent disabilities. My goal is to obtain certificates in biotechnology, stem cell technology and radiology. I receive SSI-D (Social Security Insurance -Disability ) and require additional funds for education-related expenses.

Five years ago I began to have diabetes-related medical complications. First, my kidneys failed and I was put on dialysis. Four years ago, my left leg and several toes were amputated. I spent six months in the hospital. I felt my life was over. I pictured myself as a cripple in a wheelchair dependent on others for the rest of my life. I seriously wanted to end my life.

During this lowest point, Dr. Day, a diabetic doctor who was not involved in my care,made an unannounced visit. I assume he had heard about my depression and suicide wishes.

During his visit, we talked about my surgery. I noticed nothing unusual about Dr. Day. Then, he showed me. He was a double-leg amputee and had missing parts of his left hand. He had one above the knee prosthesis and one below the knee prosthesis with a partial left hand prosthesis. He shared with me how an automobile accident had left him disabled when he was a teenager. He said he had also felt hopeless and suicidal, but eventually realized there was nothing wrong with his brain. The more he used his brain, the more he realized that his physical disability was only as bad as he made it. He stressed that by staying positive, you can overcome anything.

Dr. Day's life dramatically demonstrated the power of positive thinking to me. Although he had become seriously disabled while in high school, he somehow completed college, medical school and specialty training. He now l lives with his wife and two children leading a full and productive life.

I felt inspired to think positively. I decided to take his advice. I re-examined my life. I gradually regained my self-confidence. I read extensively and researched options. Whenever there is a setback or medical complication, I think about Dr.Day, and continue to think positively and move on. I have gradually adjusted to my disabilities, received a kidney transplant and use a prosthesis and cane. I now think of myself not as disabled, but as a person who happens to have a disability. I feel I have a second chance at life.

I have completed 55 credits at CCSF with a 4.0 G.P.A. I have received academic recognition at City College for honors, and scholarship awards. Working with other students and faculty, my life now seems full and productive. With each accomplishment, I say to myself, this is for Dr. Day. With one encounter, he inspired me to believe in myself again and see problems as challenges to be overcome.

I plan to complete my work at CCSF focusing on biotechnology, stem cell technology and radiology. Upon completion, I hope to transfer to San Francisco State University and obtain a B.S. Degree in Biochemistry. My career goal is to work in the medical or biotechnology field, particularly in diabetic-related research.